Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Time To Say Buh- bye
It's been 4 years now when I had my first footstep in this school, the school I had often dreamed to study when I was child. Yes, it's been 4 years now!!A 4- long year of happiness, sorrows and everything but it seems so short. And so a confusing question is bothering me, "is it now the time to say buh-bye?"
Time is really running so fast, and our graduation is nearly approaching. I just couldn't imagine the fact that I'll soon graduate and bid goodbye to them, my friends who are always cheering me up, my happy- go- lucky classmates, my very thoughtful teachers especially our adviser who's always there to support and help us in needs and also the memories I had in this school, our voices that roared the campus, the hardships especially during examinations, voices saying......."friend pasakar kan to ah" while others saying.........."review- ek etoy ta sika etan." How I'll miss those things.
Graduation is not an end, for me, it's another beginning, beginning of a new life which will be the College life. I think this will be more complicated and I guess we'll be faced through hardships but I know I can do it for the sake of my one and only goal in life- SUCCESS.Graduation is really the time to say goodbye to the ones we used to talk and make fun with. But even we'll go separate ways, I believe, the friendship and love will remain forever that might also lead us back on where we came from, the school I'll cherish forever and never forget that I've once lived, the school that motivated me a lot, the school who told me to aim, fly high and soar.
Even it's hard to accept, it's now the time to say buh- bye and face the new chapter of our lives, And just a few more steps, SUCCESS will be attained but once we fall down, just stand up strongly, we'll soon realize the twists of life, the essence of life.
Time is really running so fast, and our graduation is nearly approaching. I just couldn't imagine the fact that I'll soon graduate and bid goodbye to them, my friends who are always cheering me up, my happy- go- lucky classmates, my very thoughtful teachers especially our adviser who's always there to support and help us in needs and also the memories I had in this school, our voices that roared the campus, the hardships especially during examinations, voices saying......."friend pasakar kan to ah" while others saying.........."review- ek etoy ta sika etan." How I'll miss those things.
Graduation is not an end, for me, it's another beginning, beginning of a new life which will be the College life. I think this will be more complicated and I guess we'll be faced through hardships but I know I can do it for the sake of my one and only goal in life- SUCCESS.Graduation is really the time to say goodbye to the ones we used to talk and make fun with. But even we'll go separate ways, I believe, the friendship and love will remain forever that might also lead us back on where we came from, the school I'll cherish forever and never forget that I've once lived, the school that motivated me a lot, the school who told me to aim, fly high and soar.Even it's hard to accept, it's now the time to say buh- bye and face the new chapter of our lives, And just a few more steps, SUCCESS will be attained but once we fall down, just stand up strongly, we'll soon realize the twists of life, the essence of life.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Another Staggering Work
I love watching movies especially the romantic ones but I've never thought that watching is much easier than making just like the foods in cooking to eating. Haay, why is it really so hard to make a movie even just the simplest one?!?
I encountered assortment of problems on that work. It's now the last grading of the school year but to analyze everything I did in ICT IV, I think this is the hardest work ever.
The twists and turns started when I've found out that the Movie Maker in our personal computer was deleted when they reformatted the PC, haay so aggravating!!!!!! I was feeling in vain when I even didn't know where to get the program until a friend gave a website where I can download it, thanks to her. And when I've started doing, OMG, it was really so staggering. It's not my first time to work on a movie maker that's why I was not hardened up that much on the steps. The first I intended to do was the videoke 'coz I didn't know that we need also to make a movie regarding our own story. That's why I did a movie connected to the story of my life with a videoke. I've sacrificed sleeping so late, I did my first movie until dawn but I've just wasted my time and especially my effort. I am so mad, so angry!!! I have lots of projects to rush but I still chose to do the movie first, but what just happened?
But as I tried to realize, I think God just gave me a lesson. That not all the times, I can do everything perfect and right, sometimes I might commit mistakes. Even what I did was wrong, at least I learned more how to do a movie. Even the work is another and definitely the most staggering work I had in ICT IV, I am grateful for this challenging experience.
I encountered assortment of problems on that work. It's now the last grading of the school year but to analyze everything I did in ICT IV, I think this is the hardest work ever.
The twists and turns started when I've found out that the Movie Maker in our personal computer was deleted when they reformatted the PC, haay so aggravating!!!!!! I was feeling in vain when I even didn't know where to get the program until a friend gave a website where I can download it, thanks to her. And when I've started doing, OMG, it was really so staggering. It's not my first time to work on a movie maker that's why I was not hardened up that much on the steps. The first I intended to do was the videoke 'coz I didn't know that we need also to make a movie regarding our own story. That's why I did a movie connected to the story of my life with a videoke. I've sacrificed sleeping so late, I did my first movie until dawn but I've just wasted my time and especially my effort. I am so mad, so angry!!! I have lots of projects to rush but I still chose to do the movie first, but what just happened?
But as I tried to realize, I think God just gave me a lesson. That not all the times, I can do everything perfect and right, sometimes I might commit mistakes. Even what I did was wrong, at least I learned more how to do a movie. Even the work is another and definitely the most staggering work I had in ICT IV, I am grateful for this challenging experience.
♥LetTe♥ hoped.
4:10 AM
4:10 AM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Vast and Exciting Moment of One's Life
JS Prom '09............
So gay, so romantic, so memorable, so vast, so exciting!!! These are some of the mighty words that could express my feeling regarding the prom.
That prom was already my second year to attend so unlike the previous year, I've never felt excitement. In my junior prom, by the enter of February, I was claiming my mom to look for the best gown that I could wear, the feeling of excitement and curiosity, took over mine. Who might be my first dance and what so ever. But for this year, it's just nothing. But to tell the truth, I really didn't like to be a participant of the cotillion nor the promenade but my friend encouraged me. She said, "treasure your prom, enjoy it the best you can for it will be your last prom already." For that thought, I was entertained to attend the said activities. I've also planned not to attend the prom because of my disease but lots of my friends pleased me to join. Thanks to them, I really found the night so happy, so romantic. When the promenade started, hmmmm and as it went on, the excitement arose again. I felt so happy for all the events happened on that night. The promenade, the first dance, the ladies' choice, the last dance and the flower HE gave, hmmmm!!!!!♥
I had a good time dancing even though my feet was so painful and though I didn't know some of those who invited me to dance. Lots were happened which I've never ever expected, I was so happy and inspired. Nakzzz!!!
The prom seems so short for me, it seems it's just an hour. How I wished they extended the dancing but they didn't. Anyway, it's just alright, the most important was I enjoyed it and that's all. Wishing it will happen again, dreaming that I am dancing with HIM again but actually, I know it's just a dream.
♥LetTe♥ hoped.
11:41 PM
11:41 PM
Friday, January 23, 2009
In An Apprehensive Mode
Wanna know why am I feeling so restless???Let me share it then......
The third grading period had been a very hectic episode on me, assortment of things have given to me to do. Seems I have no time anymore to do the things I usually do with my companions. I've always been so busy doing school activities. There were times I couldn't attend my classes 'coz I was intended to do this and that, and more. Haay, a thought- provoking moment. I'm always asking myself, what if??? Lot of what if's arose on my mind just like the thought of being removed on the top rankers. I don't know what to do and I don't want my parents to blame anyone if ever this will happen. Just the thought that I'll have a lower rank by this time, oh, I'm feeling an intense ashame to my parents. I know they have much expectations on me and I don't want to disappoint them. I'm always striving hard just to make them proud of me as their child. And I don't want to waste all these...........
I'm really feeling so worried regarding my rank, so what I've just did, before our periodical examination, I've prepared myself, review, review, review.It turned my head over heels. I've thought that maybe I could still cope up through our examination. I've sacrificed sleeping so late again just to review all my notes. I've prayed and wished for high scores in all our subjects, maybe if ever I'll get high scores, at least I could manage to attain the grades I'm looking for.
So hard to imagine what will probably happen to me if ever those things I'm afraid of will happen. The expression of my mother and how about papa? I'm really feeling so apprehensive.I hope I've got high scores in all our subjects, especially the subjects in which I've missed a lot.
One more grading period, then it's already our graduation. Time is really running so fast, I couldn't imagine I'll graduate already in high school and soon enter the next episode of my life, the college life. But for now, I'm doing my very best to attain my graduation goal...... That's to have a high rank, to graduate as a top honor student...... to be one of the top 5 rankers of science class. It's a great pleasure on me if ever that thing will probably happen.
The third grading period had been a very hectic episode on me, assortment of things have given to me to do. Seems I have no time anymore to do the things I usually do with my companions. I've always been so busy doing school activities. There were times I couldn't attend my classes 'coz I was intended to do this and that, and more. Haay, a thought- provoking moment. I'm always asking myself, what if??? Lot of what if's arose on my mind just like the thought of being removed on the top rankers. I don't know what to do and I don't want my parents to blame anyone if ever this will happen. Just the thought that I'll have a lower rank by this time, oh, I'm feeling an intense ashame to my parents. I know they have much expectations on me and I don't want to disappoint them. I'm always striving hard just to make them proud of me as their child. And I don't want to waste all these...........
I'm really feeling so worried regarding my rank, so what I've just did, before our periodical examination, I've prepared myself, review, review, review.It turned my head over heels. I've thought that maybe I could still cope up through our examination. I've sacrificed sleeping so late again just to review all my notes. I've prayed and wished for high scores in all our subjects, maybe if ever I'll get high scores, at least I could manage to attain the grades I'm looking for.
So hard to imagine what will probably happen to me if ever those things I'm afraid of will happen. The expression of my mother and how about papa? I'm really feeling so apprehensive.I hope I've got high scores in all our subjects, especially the subjects in which I've missed a lot.
One more grading period, then it's already our graduation. Time is really running so fast, I couldn't imagine I'll graduate already in high school and soon enter the next episode of my life, the college life. But for now, I'm doing my very best to attain my graduation goal...... That's to have a high rank, to graduate as a top honor student...... to be one of the top 5 rankers of science class. It's a great pleasure on me if ever that thing will probably happen.
♥LetTe♥ hoped.
3:50 AM
3:50 AM
Monday, January 12, 2009
A Jovial Yuletide Season
TRANSFORMATION!!!!We all know that a big transformation happened way backed in 1990s up to now in the way people celebrate this yuletide season and it's mainly because of global financial crisis. But on me, opposite transformation happened.
My celebration on this season was so different compared to the previous years, I've felt more delightful. "Christmas" and "New Year", these are the two events that are mostly awaited among the set of occasions of the year. I've celebrated these two so gay but before those days came, after our Christmas program wherein I've also received lots of gifts from my friends and someone, I've felt an intense boredom. My mother didn't let me went out of town to have vacation. As time and days go by, I've enjoyed my vacation on my own way or with my friends. During this 3- week long vacation, I've set a time to have an outing with my old and elementary friends. It was so interesting and ardent reminiscing the past with them but it's more enjoyable having some memorable moments with them again. Just an ordinary swimming in the beach but so jovial.
And with regards to my Christmas and New Year's Day, so memorable and cheerful. a bountiful Noche Buena and a perfect Media Noche, what else can I ask for but I've think I've found it more enjoyable only if we were complete in the family. This was the third year already ever since we've celebrated these events away from papa, how I miss him. Then we also had an outing with my family and some other relatives.
That's how I've celebrated my yuletide season, It's really so different from the past years. I was so happy, so gay, so delightful. But still there was something incomplete, so hard to have an incomplete family, if only we were altogether.
♥LetTe♥ hoped.
11:35 PM
11:35 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
Guaranteed Challenging
Do you still remember my last post? There, I've stated how I've loved learning and performing our activities in ICT IV, the introduction of web designing with the uses of different HTML tags.
What are those new discoveries? We continued doing our Exercises, and we're going deeper and deeper at the same time harder. We did our Exer 8 which is all about applying colors, font styles and sizes through the use of simple tags. Then on our Exer 9, we put pictures on our activities again wherein we can choose what alignment we want. And lastly, on our Exer 10, I didn't know what's this all about- links? So I think this exercise was linked on the other exercises and as the result, the images we applied on our Exer9 had a colorful border likewise the colors of some words changed.
As usual, I've encountered intimidating problems again, just like on how to do the steps. Our teacher gave us easy steps but not well- organized that's why when I did it, I didn't know what are the proper steps to make it perfect.
But with the help of my classmate's guidance, I did my job well and easy. And honestly, I find it so challenging even though I was hardened up. Even I've spent long time doing that, see, I've learned again.
Moving on, I will do each job given to me well. I'll not lose hope even I was really so hard up with those works. I'll always remember, it's not bad to ask help to others, anyway, "No man is an island," means we really need the help of others.
♥LetTe♥ hoped.
6:00 AM
6:00 AM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Live Gradually
For every step, for every page and for every chapter of our lives, there are lots of things we discover. Just like now, it's now the second semester, definitely the third grading period. By the time we entered on our ICT class, assortments of new discoveries were tackled again. Start it on our Exer 6, this was about the applying of background color on our Exer 1. While on Exer 7, it's about the applying background image on same file. Such an interesting topic huh!!!Set of questions flooded me, our topic on tags are getting deeper now at the same time, getting harder. I really didn't know how to do those things and exercises. Applying background images and colors just by using those tags, how's really that?!?But when our teacher showed to us some basis and let us follow some steps to make the activity, I made our activities well and easy and also fast. And I found making/ doing this exercise so nice and interesting rather. Even at first, I've thought this activity will not go well or done well by me, I found I'm wrong. It's really enjoyable looking for colors codes, choose whatever color you wish to and downloading best pictures as well. After that, you will apply it on your Exer 1 and name the file already.Then moving on, I will take all the responsibilities that might come, all the challenges, I will face them, and all the sorrows and pains that might come into my life specifically on my studies matters, I assure myself I can take it. This is the usual kind of living, I'll never give up, I'll continue facing all the mourns and harms and I swear to myself, "I'll do everything just to prove my worth to everybody."
♥LetTe♥ hoped.
11:17 PM
11:17 PM
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